It's been awhile.

It has been quite a long time since I wrote here. So much has happened in the past month that I probably won't be able to talk about it all. One thing's for sure, in the past week, my life has changed a lot.

Firstly, I went to Florida to pick out my apartment and getting a more up close, and personal tour of my college. It was awesome, and I am so excited to move. I picked out which apartment I wanted, and I am so excited to just move. I wish it was graduation so I could just move already. Florida is everything that I want in life. It's great weather, and a great atmosphere.

With every positive thing that happens, always a negative follows. So a classmate of mine passed away. He was only 17 years old. How is it that someone can die that young and not even see what his future was gonna be? I understand people die when they get old. That's the cycle of life, but someone dying that young is not right. He worked so hard through high school to come to this year, and to graduate, and he can't even do it. Someone who's so genuine and kind does not deserve this one bit. No one deserves this. I can't get over this. It was just a couple months ago he was sitting next to me in Pre-Calc class talking about Lord of the Rings and The Walking Dead. I feel so bad for his family and for his girlfriend. I couldn't imagine for one second losing my boyfriend, my brother, or sister. I would not for one second be able to live with myself. I'm gonna stop now because I'm getting upset writing this.

Let's go back to happy stuff. I was in a photo shoot. My friend took the pictures and my other friend did the make-up. I was a zombie. I was so scary, I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror. It was such a fun time doing all of that though. I would definitely do something like it again. I'm genuinely a goofball, so I was able to show act that way while taking the pictures. I love making zombie noises so it turned out pretty good. I was able to act like a zombie and have fun with some of my friends. It brought me a lot closer to two of my friends as well. Definitely want to do something fun like that again with them. We're making my boyfriend do a photo shoot with me in the future. It's gonna be real cla$$$$$$$y.